TirEd…bUt I WonT gIve Upp..
Saturday, July 30th, 2005ya…recently i always argue wit my machi…we fight a lot through phone…everytime end up very very unhappy…then we started to tell liEss… to prevent making each other unhappy, to protect each other, to….. ai…howver, finally we still end up with quarelling… Is it a truth that we really have changed, or the weather is too bad?haha… i dono…i only knew that we have become more n more small gas…
sad, because i felt that we are starting to lost each other…how come?? because of de truth that guys n gals can never be good frens…. ya..i know, one day we will have our own happiness when we have found the SPECIAL ones in our life…but it seems the process of "hunting" de life partner have affect our friendship…u may kill me when u read this…but we fight for this…right?
i m tired…tired of hanging up de phones with tears, tired of scolding each other in de phone…
i m scared…scared of losing a best fren of my life, scared of being someone u dono in future…
juz because i care about u, my fren…juz only fren….nothing more between us…that’s y i m trying to save de relationship….i never ever think more than that…cause..haha…u r a good fren but not boyfren…so machi…save our friendship before we couldn’t do anything…
