GambAte!!!! LifE are cOOl n ExciTinG!!!

yesterday-6/9/2005.tuesday,i was so happy!!! thX to mR pOK….cause finally he remember he Had a sister staying in subang…haha…actually i know he always remember me la…haha…still remember that monday i received his message saying that :

" wanna have dinner with mE? free? i know u r busy, but don 4get u have a brother here!!"

haha…when i read this, i laughed…dono who 4get who leh hor?? dono who is de one actually busy leh hor?? haha…anyway so happy that he cares bout me..

we went out 4 dinner although he is not hungry..we went to kim gary..i m so happy n excited(too long time dint see him liao,10 days gua) haha.. we order then we start to talk while we r waiting 4 food..he seldom talk but i tell him so many things that happen on me..he juz smile,"eating" cigarettes n listen to me..i m happy cause he looks concentrate while i m talking to him…but my heart felt pain cause he smoke a lot…hmm…wat should i do leh….

anyway we had happy time..then he send me back coz he wan go back play football…dono y..he seems mature liao…he always so protective..but he really mature liao..haha…that’s my "dai lou"..

Gambate!! gor gor… i know is hard 4 u sometimes, but i know u can do it…not bcoz of wat, juz bcoz u r AH POK who i will always here supporting n luv u!!!!

oh…y my posts all look so sad?? aam i really that not happy??

actually i m not la…haha…i still de gal who laugh loud n crazy..hehe…although i don have much frens here, but all of them care about me….so happy that last sunday b4 test Henny phone me n wish me good luck although he transfer school liao…n sure, KE MEI is de one i really appreciate..this cute girl phone me few times a week although i m in KL n she is having her IMPORTANT TRIAL STPM…she phone me everday to check me got study anot…this motivates me a lot…she is caring n always encourage me… haha..n thx to siew ling n eileen, cause they intro so many good frens to me…although i m de only 1 from tbs while all of them from tcpj, they always ask me out..everytime eileen cook she willl ask me to join,…when siew pig when clubbing wit her classmates, she ask me to join too…siao wei buy apple pie for me…oh ya, my classmate drive me back after exam…every1 every1 here treat me good, really…haha..n my house mate…some1 crazy as me…maybe she have potential to be crazier…haha..

so thx to all of my frens…they really bring happiness to me…thx ya…because of u guys, i really live happily…

oh…miss out some1…haha…is zi ting n hong wei…zi ting, everytime also drive us out for dinner, we really have happy time in every dinner…hong wei, always support me although sometimes he don really agree wat i decide…thx ya…

always love u guys!!! mucks!!!!

i suddenly think of something…i wan to say this that day but i forget liao…haha.. i wan to say thank u to alllLL my frens who cares me…yvonne, thx for send me de message u know…i feel warm …it doesnt matter liao…but thx … friendship forever..although u r bz pak tuo n study,…but thx 4 remembering me always

tHat day…i get to know something i shouldn’t know…hmm..not "shouldn’t"…juz that something makes me sad but cant tell others…now i only know i can pretend like nothing very well…have u try b4..?? tears in ur eyes, heart is sour but u sounds n talk happily…i don like to pretend n act cause i m not good at it…but now i only know y sometimes we had to do it…i cant tell…cause now i de only one who suffer, if i told XXX , sure three of us suffer….

u said i m " wei da"…haha…i m not actually…juz that telling others or u wont benefit any1…i wont get anything but only will hurt ppl more..then juz keep it…juz keep in my heart,,..   if got choice, who wan to be de one who terkorban?? i juz wan to de one who is being protected….